Last Thursday I had to say good bye to my best friend and family member, my polar bear whom I have had for 14 years. The bone cancer just was making him suffer so much, this is one of the reasons I have not been blogging as much as I did, I wanted time with him, and I wanted to hand feed him to help keep him strong for as long as I could. I love and miss him so much! I write with tears....
He was so very special, patient, loving and I miss hearing his bark, him walking on the tile floor, laying his head in my lap, or checking on me in the bathroom, catching food, stealing food off the table, letting the little girl dogs boss him around, allowing Ruffles our cat to love you and rub on you anytime she wanted, for watching over and protecting us, I miss long walks with you peeing on every piece of grass and peeing like a girl dog when you were a boy, I will miss your excitement when daddy came home, your howls at the door when we would leave and come home, that you loved all kinds of dog toys and would tease Oreocookies by taking them and hiding them outside from her. Even while he was sick he would try to play never showing us how sick he really was. He made my life wonderful for 14 years, I hope he knows how much I love and miss him! He was my family, friend and I know the pain is gone and he lays at rest next to my other dog Buddy, but still miss you... the house is lost without in it....
I will never forget you I will never stop loving you; were one of kind.
